time to let things go...
Monday, August 1, 2011 @ 11:36 PM
Mum went to the temple today.She is hoping that God will bless me in my studies.
In the end, she got a word of advice from the fortune teller.
In order for me to excel in my studies,
I must learn to let things go & forgive what had happened in the past.
The piece of advice stated that I have hatred & grudges towards my past.
Thus this is the only thing that is hindering me from excelling.
I was thinking about this matter too when I had to drop by to Bras Besah to purchase textbooks.
My fears of running into him.
My fears to the place.
My fears in facing my past.
I just hope that someone can make me be brave once again.
I thought I found that someone a year ago...
=)
I guess I was wrong...
It is ok, it is an experience.
Sidetrack:
Time spent together with darling is reassuring & comforting.
It had been quite some time ever since someone this close gives me a sense of security.
I don't have to be afraid whenever I am with him.
As I know that he is there for me.
(but some stuffs better be sealed then exposed.)
