Life had been pretty rough for me for the past few years.
It was like a roller coaster ride.
Boring to thrilling to NOTHING.

Very soon I will be turning 23.
Time really fly.
It really scares me.
Every time my parents remind of my own age,
I start to ponder over my achievements in life.

What have I been doing for the past few years of my life?
Indeed, I have wasted 2 years of my youth.
A choice I made, wasted my youth away.

Initially was to graduate from LASALLE.
Get a job as a designer.
Earn my school fees.
Hop back to school again for further studies.

NOW?
Geez, I am just like a good-for-nothing.
Basically, wasting my time and youth to all useless stuffs.
I hold a part-time job now, but so what?
I cannot even fair well for my exams!

Life sucks right?
Well, to make matter worst...
Petty cash from my desk suddenly vanished into thin air.
Simply, WOW right?
Yeah, tell me about it...

Thank god I have a good boss.
At least I know that I will be learning & repenting.

My folks are kinda eager to make my brother and I to be quickly settled down with our halves.
IN THE FIRST PLACE, I DO NOT EVEN OWN A HALF.

I used to own a half, but I gave him up for someone 'better'
The fact is: the someone 'better' is known for 'better off dead'.

It is hard to put all past behind.
As I learn from my past, sometimes we humans take things too seriously.
At times, we should really just 'let-it-go.'

For the man who I really treasured & appreciated:
God bless you~
She is indeed much better than me.
Wish you 2 happy & loving.

For the man who was supposed to be a 'better' man:
God bless you as well~
The more you screw women's lives up, the more screwed up you get.
Get a life~!
Trust me, I will get there to prove you wrong.

For my folks:
Please be patience~
I am really not keen in relationships right now.
Career is what I need.
Man is just a want.

For my boss, KK:
KUDOs to you!
I have grown more than I have expected.
(ok, skipping the growing of sideways.)
You have nurtured me into a better woman.

To all my pals:
Love you guys lots!
Thanks for being there for me!